twin time

So yeah i can't complain. I have an amazing twin who's smart and funny and pretty. And i do love her lots even though she doesn't realize it sometimes.

Its just hard to get to know people, because they count us as a whole... and I feel like i am screaming for individuality but no one heard. And the competition is just absurd.

I think it would be naive to assume that this happens all the time, but i just feel like i take care of her sometimes.. she is so incredibly smart for some academic subjects, and then so stupid with real life skills like orientation, or knowing when someone wants something. Like shes crap at reading body language, for example when you're having a conversation with someone, and they need to go, you notice so you make it short and let them go. She does not realise that so it's kinda hard, cuz I dont wanna be mean and tell her to shut up, but its weird. I may be being a bitch here, but i do love her to bits, and i guess our relationship has a lot of ups and downs.. but the downs are soo painful. She is very selfish, and immature in some cases, and arrogant, and mean. And sometimes i wanna slap her, but she's my sister and i would always stand next to her when she needs me.