Stuck.

I feel like everyone is moving forward with their lives and I am stuck. And I feel so alienated from everything that I thought is what made me who I am. It would be naive to assume that this is the way I am always going to feel deep down, but I just really want to be happy again. Don't get me wrong, school is great, but I think that things are going way too fast. And I just wanna go back to when things where normal, and I wasn't mourning in my head all the time.

And I want my head to coordinate with my heart just for once, and avoid all of this confusion, and social pressure.

I just wanna go back to being me.