Thrill.

That sensation that feels like a huge shot of adrenaline... I guess it's what we're all after. That feeling that you're doing exactly what you were born to do, you are seeing the world in a way that is indescribably imperfect, and colourful.. and bad things happen but then another door opens and everything is ok. And you find acceptance, and energy. And your belief in truth and completion seems to be reawakened in your heart.

That thrill that may be found in the bars of a song, or in an operating room, or in the eyes of someone you love... guess that's what keeps us going.

But my point is.. to chose correctly that something that will perpetually give us thrilling lives is a hard choice, how do we know that it's not gonna fade into almost nothing, leaving us to live empty, grey and motionless lives? Is it worse to never pursue whatever it is you find thrilling, or to follow it and then find it was just a reflection, something that inspired you for a while.. but in the end just a thrill that you may never find again.

It's exciting... because guess life's not all about thrill, but about stability, and commitment and many other things... but I guess it would be great to find a job that gives you thrilling memories, for the rest of your life... where you know you are satisfied with yourself because you worked hard to achieve something amazing... and you keep doing it everyday, not only giving hope to others... but automatically giving yourself hope to carry on with a brighter smile every single day.