12 of march 2010, a day that will never come back.

Gosh..so much has happened.
But in order, Live for one night was more than i had hoped for. Jess with her strength of relief saying "it's just like drama" is something I will never forget. Thank you. Ej and herself blew everyone with their amazing casualty and truthfulness when they presented. Guys well done.
Emily, was just mind blowing, how her song touched us all so deeply, everyone felt it but no one said it. It completely made sense of my world, so thank you.
Dance concert was good. And the bloating out of emotions afterwards, finding friends that will make you feel self worthy is something that I have experienced for the first time in a very long time. Ej, I don't know what I am going to do without you.
I have been feeling like I re discovered myself here, the people, the place, the energy in the air has turned into who i am. On the whole I know I would not be who I am if it wasn't for this. I can't even remember who I was before I came here, it's like a distant dream fromt the past. I don't know what I am going to do. I can't even bear to think about it, it's like part of me is being ripped and left behind. It's really hard.
Today evened out the week. Biology with Mary, Jess, Emma, Sim and Zara was incredible. Fits of laughter filled out the room. Then dance was good...almost finished the solo XD. Drama...wow I don't even know how to describe it. I believe that one of the best things I have ever done is to choose drama GCSE. Emily, I can't thank you enough for your effort, and I am so proud of all of us for creating such an exciting piece, and taking things to a step further, doing stuff none of us would have ever thought of. I love drama. Guys, you're amazing.
Finally..chemistry..texting time huh Jess. Nah, my highlight here was self defence. Steve, with his usual smile and that air of youthful wiseness he always carries around with him made my day. And flying was just amazing, the whole world changed for that second, everything made so much sense. Fusing two people together into that perfect moment with such perfection, and feeling the admiration of other people, was incredible. Fridays make my day.
As someone wise said one day..all you need in life, is something to love, something to do and something to hope for.


Davies.