Hanging on.

So.. guess everyone has something they hang on to, when they are sad, when they are happy.. something that can remind them of who they are and that there is hope.
My thing is my movies.. It just makes me feel like there are so many adventures left to live, and people to meet.. that there is still hope.
Specially, Johnny Depp is one of my favourite actors, and I was discussing the other day eith Mary and Ej about elevator lists (people you'd have sex with if you were stuck in an elevator) and.. I just thought he was going to be the first one on the list and.. i decided not to add him. He is one of the few people I would say I respect enough to spend that time talking. And I love him because.. he just doesn't care, he smokes but he has two beautiful children and a wonderful partner.. and he lives for the moment. He is happy. I just hope I can someday give someone what he does, you know make somebody's world less scary, give someone somehing to hold onto, give hope. And I hope I can be happy. Somehow when I see him, although I am scared sometimes.. I look forward to the future.


Davies.